no it's one of those overused insults you stupid fuck. god I like you but everyone is acting like a dumb piece of shit today. where's Snoopy I need a hug
fucking fairy bitch I'll fucking kill you. come at me
read up you DUMB BITCH
YOU'RE A WORTHLESS DICKHEAD AND ANYONE WHO KNOWS ANYTHING DOESN'T THINK YOU'RE WORTH SHIT ANYMORE. you come crawling back here like you never left, thinking everything is going to be peachy? are you fucking autistic or do you have no dignity? HAVE A GOOD DAY
holy fucking shit are you on the rag or WHAT
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no it's one of those overused insults you stupid fuck. god I like you but everyone is acting like a dumb piece of shit today. where's Snoopy I need a hug
YOU SHOULD TYPE IN CAPS A LOT MORE OFTEN, IT'LL MAKE YOU FeEL BETTER.
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both of you stfu or I'll feed your dicks to each other ok?????????? Hab show some respect you anal cavity
this is about DFG and how we are awaiting his incipient explanation/apology
Well, for explanation I can link you to a thread that I already wrote about it, yeah it's on a different forum but I just testing the waters here. Dignity and pride do matter to me but at the end, you need to grow up and realize your mistakes and make amends.
And no, I haven't forgotten the past but I just don't see a valid reason to close things off. Besides, I just wanted to leave on a good note. Didn't feel write to move on in life without fixing my mistakes.
Somewhere along the way, I just changed. Didn't want to end up destroying myself over things but wanted some real change in life and being here is just phase 1.
Look I am sure I might have been a dick towards you but I don't live in the past nor would I go and dig up all the old posts and see where I hurt you. But if you're hurt, then I am sorry. Sure, sorry doesn't fix things but it's at least an honest effort. I don't have any good reason to hate anyone. Again this is the Internet, if you're taking this literally then it's your fault.
Oh well, it was fun. Take care and have fun.
EDIT: Shrike has a point, totse.info was an effort at something that couldn't be done using the base I had at that time. I just gave it a shot and realized something and then I moved on. No point in beating a dead horse.
Shutmeup, why are you so mad? Yeah Dfg's kind of an asshole, but then this is Zoklet. We're all assholes here.
And yeah he made Totse.info which was bad, but so what? It was like two fucking years ago, get over it.
I'm not mad, Shrike, I want him to explain himself. there's also nothing to get over, he's back here like nothing happened when he lied to a lot of people. I think those people at least deserve an apology.
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oh SMU I love your sassiness
I can't promise that my dong will show your anal cavity any respect though
sassiness? I'll sass all over your fucking face how about that huh
I'm not mad, Shrike, I want him to explain himself. there's also nothing to get over, he's back here like nothing happened when he lied to a lot of people. I think those people at least deserve an apology.
sassiness? I'll sass all over your fucking face how about that huh
Well, I can hand them a long story but it's going to take time. Lots of things to process.
Well, for explanation I can link you to a thread that I already wrote about it, yeah it's on a different forum but I just testing the waters here. Dignity and pride do matter to me but at the end, you need to grow up and realize your mistakes and make amends.
And no, I haven't forgotten the past but I just don't see a valid reason to close things off. Besides, I just wanted to leave on a good note. Didn't feel write to move on in life without fixing my mistakes.
Somewhere along the way, I just changed. Didn't want to end up destroying myself over things but wanted some real change in life and being here is just phase 1.
Look I am sure I might have been a dick towards you but I don't live in the past nor would I go and dig up all the old posts and see where I hurt you. But if you're hurt, then I am sorry. Sure, sorry doesn't fix things but it's at least an honest effort. I don't have any good reason to hate anyone. Again this is the Internet, if you're taking this literally then it's your fault.
Oh well, it was fun. Take care and have fun.
EDIT: Shrike has a point, totse.info was an effort at something that couldn't be done using the base I had at that time. I just gave it a shot and realized something and then I moved on. No point in beating a dead horse.
good. this thread has served its purpose
glad to hear you've grown up a little bit. I'm not "hurt", please don't think this is about my feelings - it was simply calling you out on being a two-faced bag of shit.
and it wasn't as simple as "realising something", was it? you made a lot of mistakes and showed yourself up thoroughly. no one ever leaves this place, though. maybe you can make amends and prove you're not the dickhole you were.
edit: you could paste the thing from the other site
really though, I'll tone it down. I wouldn't want to seem buttfrustrated.
Do you know what buttfrustrated means? It's when a dude likes anal but can't get any from his woman. Trust me on this when I tell you; shrike defines that word with every breath he draws.
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glad to hear you've grown up a little bit. I'm not "hurt", please don't think this is about my feelings - it was simply calling you out on being a two-faced bag of shit.
and it wasn't as simple as "realising something", was it? you made a lot of mistakes and showed yourself up thoroughly. no one ever leaves this place, though. maybe you can make amends and prove you're not the dickhole you were.
edit: you could paste the thing from the other site
You might not like what you read, so it's clear warning. I only spoke my mind and yes the realization did came to me. I acted an idiot and got carried away. It happens when you don't know what's going on and when there is a mob effect.
Life is worth living, it's not wasting time waging forum wars or trying to destroy each other, there is so much you can do. I agree that I acted like a dick to be honest and that's partly because of the company that I kept at that time.
They all wanted change, free from this and that but what they didn't understand is, change comes from within. A leader can lead but the people behind him should be capable of being the beacon of change. By focusing my time on .info and trying everything I could, I realized I was working at somerthing that will fail anyway, I was towing a boat that would sink deep.
I was following the footsteps of something that has no future. Totse ended when it ended. Can't be replaced, can't be recreated. Any attempts would fail even if you try hard enough.
The problem for me was the core team, always fighting never really syncing up. Anyway, in the end I decided to go with a unique concept and instead of just being some forum which has porn etc, why not create something that can actually help everyone, regardless of their background to bring some positive change in life.
It's not perfect yet, we're far from it, it's just something that we as a group wanted to do. It's what I beleive the real TOTSE taught me. To help people and spread some support because back then, totse did support me in various ways.
I guess it's all part of growing up.
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I have a long history with Zoklet. I joined there back in 2009, worked my way up to the moderation position, contributed like hell. I thought that I was doing something good, keeping the TOTSE spirit alive and lots of other things. I always blamed the Administration for its limited success and like others I went with the crowd on the hate train. At that time I felt right about everything, I mean everyone or almost anyone that cared was bitching about things and asking for this and that and nothing was being done. Sure, you feel kind of left out. And then you get influenced by people. I have always been open to feedback that may have been my downfall on Zoklet.
The problem is, back then I was just a guy finding his way through life, didn't have a clue about stuff but I loved helping people out. Was curious about things and wanted to keep the TOTSE spirit alive. I guess I was too optimistic for my own good, I thought maybe if we did this and that, something can happen. It took me at least 2 years to finally understand what the real problem with Zoklet and all the totse clones including totse.info. Mentality, you see majority of the crowd that we attracted was anti-establishment, it was sort of audience that you avoided at all costs. Retards, idiots and teenage fags and people that just wanted trouble, immature would be a good word.
But unfortunately Zoklet was handed that user base, the same user base that literally killed the original totse moved to Zoklet and then to totse.info. We tried to mimic Zoklet, more free control, everyone can bitch about things and unlike Zoklet we were fast with the changes, but we were doing it all wrong. Zoklet was a failed mission from the start, it couldn't run off the ground because of the user base, yes it's not the Administration, it's the user base that destroyed that place.
And it did affect me as well; I went from a caring guy to a total asshole hell bent on pleasing the masses without realizing what I was doing. I called people names and yes in some cases I did stir up some shit. In other words at that time I was blind to the real problem. The actions I took were based on my limited understanding of the issues. I was in a bad crowd, so many voices telling me this and that, it's hard to get the real truth and it's only after you view the situation from the outside and remove all emotions that you see the logical answer. Plus, we didn’t have TeamSpeak or vocal chats on Zoklet and even on totse.info until we moved to Totseans.
So, after talking with TDR and Homer last night, I felt a change inside me. A lot has happened in my life, I lost people that I cared for, I got back stabbed and I fell in love with an invalid girl. And a lot has happened in this community as well, we made MAJOR mistakes, we went off board pretty much everything, we focused on the wrong sections but fortunately we saved ourselves by fixing the real problem and that my friends is the core team, the real core community, the people who actually invest time in this place and help run it.
It's said in the Start Up world, that if you want to get something off, surround yourself with people that can actually do work instead of just talk. After numerous trial and errors, we finally found a team of trusted and loved members that can actually do just that. That little change in our mentality made the difference. And it's making difference even now. Unlike our past we're different, we're moving in a different direction for the first time in history, this community has a vague idea where we want to be and that my friends is real achievement.
Back to the story, looking back I still don't remember why I got mad at Zok or even Zoklet, because it's just an internet forum. It's just a community, a digital land which can disappear any time (TDR mentioned it numerous times). It's something that I shouldn't be worried about at all and I honestly laugh at myself for being a total dick about it. Calling Zok the guy who practically runs the place, the server management, the bills and everything names, dissing him and insulting him. All because he was doing his job, look we can all agree based on the experience from totse.info, it's the damn crowd. You give me gems and I will make something, you give me retards and I can only hope to make shit.
Zoklet has that problem, too many pricks, too many negative elements that can never accept change and that's the main reason why you see the Admins losing interest and I don't blame them. Funnily in all this fiasco I actually would take Zok side on things and it's only because I understood what he went through and I knew the fix and he does too but unlike us he can't use that fix. It wouldn't work anyway.
Bottom line is this, I got my account reactivated on Zoklet, I got my account white listed on IRC and I personally apologized to Zok and wires, yes wires because it's not in my nature to insult a woman, she has always been misrepresented and has always been a target for trolls. In reality it's not her fault, she does what she can to be fair and in the end gets the bitter end of the deal. Am I defending her? Not really, I am just making it clear that I don't really have any reason to be against her or hate her. My mission is to change lives and spread kindness and love, not spread hate and destroy others’ lives.
So, with this I moved on. I accepted my mistakes and I understood that back in 2010 I was wrong and although it took me a while to fix things, I am glad that it's now over. We didn't really have any issues with Zoklet in the past but now it's official. As a member of this small yet dedicated family, I official announce that I have no issues with Zoklet existence nor do I have any issues with them what so ever. It's Zok's website, he is free to do whatever he wants. Any hostility towards that community will result in a bitch slap from me.
This is because A) We don't really have a reason to be hostile to them B) I hate drama.
Back then I did consider Zok my friend and I respected him, we do have an understanding as two dudes trying to learn and create something. He has plenty of plans for the future and I have only good karma points for him.
Thank you for reading, feel free to share your thoughts. But again I will mention, it's the user base fault here not the administration, even with the decent Administrator (Dfg) we couldn't do much.
Iam not reading this steaming pile of a thread so can someone please tell me why dfg is even back? Or would even choose to come back at all after all his campaigning of retardation.
wow. that was a long post and I read all of it bc I'm high as shit. it's just the internet - some people are still taking it too seriously *cough-tral* but it's good that you've distanced yourself from those idiots and came back down to earth. I don't care about totse.info, I was watching you drive it into the ground about a year ago and turn it into something that was entirely different to what you originally bitched so hard about, but it doesn't matter - it's not real life, is it? if Zoklet shut down tomorrow I'd be like wtf and I would probably miss it, but it wouldn't affect my life in any way and it's not important to me unless I make it so. and I suppose I do in a small way, which is why I'm a mod if a zoklet member was on fire in the street I'd pour water on him, not bc he's a zoklet member but bc it's a person on fire. I don't give a real-life fuck about any of the people here, and depending on how I felt I might not put out the fire on their backs
can you imagine how many people would kill themselves if Facebook shut down? Facebook matters.
Iam not reading this steaming pile of loneliness so can someone please tell me why dfg is even back? Or would even choose to come back at all after all his campaigning of retardation.
Because it's hard out there for a pimp(ly paki piece of poop).
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you made a lot of mistakes and showed yourself up thoroughly. no one ever leaves this place, though. maybe you can make amends and prove you're not the dickhole you were.
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but it's good that you've distanced yourself from those idiots and came back down to earth. I don't care about totse.info, I was watching you drive it into the ground about a year ago and turn it into something that was entirely different to what you originally bitched so hard about, but it doesn't matter - it's not real life, is it? if Zoklet shut down tomorrow I'd be like wtf and I would probably miss it, but it wouldn't affect my life in any way and it's not important to me unless I make it so. and I suppose I do in a small way, which is why I'm a mod 
if a zoklet member was on fire in the street I'd pour water on him, not bc he's a zoklet member but bc it's a person on fire. I don't give a real-life fuck about any of the people here, and depending on how I felt I might not put out the fire on their backs 
